I fucking wish she remembered that shit. But honestly its possible that her drunk words werent sober thoughts in this situation. Maybe she was j wasted and horny, so she tried to hook up w the nearest body in her proximity. However, i vaguely remember telling her “i thought u might feel like this,” and then explaining that i was worried she was developing a crush bc highkey there were lil signs all over. But seems like she didnt expect to try and hook up bc im def blocked on everything. Or shes j ghosting for space. Maybe shes embarrassed. Idfk. But ive been feeling sick ever since.

The only rzn i feel like that despite understanding that it rlly wasnt an SA is bc she has been SAed by a friend since ive known her.

I know i didnt rape her rape her. She was awake, aware of what she was doing, and happy ab it. But ur right. That doesnt matter bc in her eyes, she was hanging out w a friend and then she woke up naked. I get what ur saying. Imma have to j wait to see if shell ever call me to get my honest acct. Think that would do more than texts to show her the full picture

Ill update ya. I think im also not the most mentally healthy as u might have gauged. So who knows? Maybe shes just focusing on herself or inpatient. I could be manic and paranoid for not taking her word. I hope.

But yes. Great advice ab the booze. 🤧 im workin on it. She has as well, but neither of us are the most mentally healthy ppl ngl. Still, at least both of us have taken steps to address our issues. Even if we stumble a lot on our self improvement.