i try to but its hard i have bad emtional trauma (from oonr of my exs) so explain or telling someone i know i love it hard

well hes gonna die before i even turn 25 hes a drinker. but i really can do this on my own. my father took $500 and left my sahm with only 100 bucks, took the only good car and vanish, my mom is my only hero. he only showed me how much of a "man" he is

also i forgot to say my father has dragged me and my sister into their drama many times so i knew nearly most that happened. also my mom never told me anything about what happened in court so i give her that part.

i can understand but ive been wanting to cut my father out my ife since july 2020 but my sister has been wanting to see him(only for money). i have cu thim out my life this july after his wedding that i forced to go to by my sister(who im thinking about also cutting out my life for a different reason) and i know it should hav estayed with my mom but it doesnt make a difference because he is OUT my life for good, it gave me a much more bigger reason to not let him eb in my life. also what he did while i was in 8th grade put a bad tol on my mental and emotional health and he would make me cry a lot during school and a bunch more things.

i know

also most of this happened when i was 6-12ish

im only 15 my siblings are 16 and 18 and no my father left when i was 13 i lived in hell with him for many years and if your wondering i never told my mom i was very scared of my father but i dont talk to him anymore