That’s great advice. I’ll think about it and keep you updated.

You’re so nice thank you so much.

We always use terms of endearment and heart emojis but we started using them right from the start so they’re more of a friendship thing. I also lightly touch him or grab his arm occasionally but like I’ve mentioned he’s very shy and never wants to overstep any boundaries so he accepts my gestures but never touches me in any way other than hello/goodbye hugs.

You’re 100% right. But I don’t know if I have it in me to take the risk.

As cheesy at it may sound but I truly don’t think I’ll find anyone better than him.

Edit: I just read your story and I’m so happy that things ended well and that you’re happy. But I don’t think I’m as strong as you are. Just thinking about him not being in my life and what that last conversation will be like makes me cry so hard and I have to stop myself from thinking about it.

You’re right. But we’re both of the mindset that the guy should usually initiate the first move, and he has mentioned how scared he is of rejection. So maybe this a one sided thing and I should just burry me feelings and live with it because if he did feel something he would say it? I have dropped hints before but he’s a little slow when it comes to this kind of stuff.

😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is so hard!!!