tryinghardtolive92

tryinghardtolive92 OP t1_iui8k7b wrote

I am myself to be honest. I had opportunities in 2018 and got cold feet cause i felt i wasnt good enough. Now i feel like i miss the boat and im not sure how to let go of the regret. It's depressing me and keeping me up at night.

I think once i have the house i can move on to the next goal and not worry anymore.

I am over thinkint cause i wanted this for so long and feel like where i live makes it nearly impossible to get one that works financially

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tryinghardtolive92 OP t1_iui7q13 wrote

My mother and grandma dont come from money at all and said to travel and take risk and chances while im living home which is their gift to me.

I want to move out but dont see how paying 2.2k a month to do the same thing im doing now is worth it from a financial standpoint but emotionally yes i agree

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