Srry, not three year, three month XD

Thanks!

I dont think its a good idea. It took me one year to more or less not think about her everyday. She cheated on me during the small three month relationship, and to hook up we need to plan it (she lives far enough) i know that at one point or another we will meet again (common friends) so i will probably use that time, if I still want to hook up, to do it. If I did it now with those conditions it would only fuck me over more, and make it too hard for anything further to happen. Even harder for me to move on.

She has something that makes it way harder for me to move, it's actually my first love so it's not easy for me to move on from everything that was so important

I've seen now three of your comments, with three different opinions, which one is it? XD

It's for the best for sure, i need to

Yeah, you are right. I would be able to enjoy and have sex and accept later to move on. But I know it's going to be a pain to do it, and will hurt myself trying. I'm better leaving that chance for another dude/day and safe that mental pain for someone who deserves it more.

The problem is not having sex, I've had sex with other women during this year, the thing is that with her is different and more special

Young and horny makes me stupid, fuck, you are right

Yeah, she can with me because she is already comfortable and we know each other. It was difficult at the start because she had mental breakdowns, until she was comfortable enough to do it. It was also erasmus, so easier to do this things

Yeah yeah, I've been seeing people since we broke up, but it's like empty sex, no fun

Yeah, goddamit, I now know better i hope. But she seemed more mature than before, and nicer

You read my previous posts? Yeah... But she is still hot