I have this nagging thought there is smth that I did that makes me worthy of whatever he did to me. Like if I was prettier or better he wouldn’t do this to me… it is very hard to get over that.

It’s also funny bc him and his friends said multiple times that he would not find someone better than me as a whole package

I understand this as a concept but the issue is I can’t get over his dishonesty.

On top of this he recently moved out and we still haven’t shared stuff, made decisions about our cat etc. He wants to wait until June to do that and it is killing me.

He also finds weird reasons to come into the house and even took my luggage to take his stuff. He didn’t even ask if he can use it…