Jesus christ. What is up with all these 18/19/20 year olds posting about mid-30s boyfriends.

This is a terrible “relationship.” Just stop. Seriously. You need to stop. Dump him and quit talking to him.

I am going to put this as gently as possible. That kind of behavior is not ok. In the context of the age gap, recognizing i know very little about yall, your relationship does not sound good. At all. You need to really try to be objective and think about what youre doing here, why, and whether you think it is sustainable.