megaed99

megaed99 t1_jaajmtd wrote

I sure hope treatment of this sort can become mainstream. I know as well as my doctor that there certain features of myself that are naturally completely irreparable. I am either suicidal depressive or manic. If I am on my medication like I am now, I am a total sociopath who struggles to feel anything other than disinterest, anger or hatred. Unless of course I drink or do drugs.

If something could take all of this away from me, I would be the first to volunteer. It is complete and utter torture that I wouldn't wish on anyone.

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