Dude barely anybody keep in touch with hs friends anyways. I only have 1 friend from hs. Most of the friends you have as an adult you'll meet as an adult. You've got time.

Happy birthday! Take yourself out somewhere. Its more fun than it seems.

Also, her friends already know. I would've texted the gc as soon as you walked out the front door.

No guy that I've ever been with who's actually good in bed feels the need to talk themselves up before we do the deed. You mentioning all those positions you want to try was a dead give away that you don't know what you're doing. She probably just gave you a handy because she felt bad or didn't want to seem like she's leading you on.

Oh honey... as a women about her age I'll tell you right now, she knows you're a virgin. Also, drop the "alpha" thing, it's super embarrassing and probably the reason you're still a virgin.

ETA: If she really wanted to have sex she wouldn't have written off those comments and stuck to the hj. And if she really liked you she probably would've at least given you a bj. Sounds like she was fucking with you or became disinterested. You can't salvage this.