herebeweeb

herebeweeb t1_j1g74g4 wrote

You did pass, kudos to that! Sometimes things go astray and, though we know it is not the end of the world, the feeling is still there. Anxiety sucks.

Last week I did a job interview for a substitute professor position. They asked me to prepare a 30 minutes class (lesson) to present in person to the committee. By the trainings I did at home in front of the mirror, I was doing it in exactly that time and had full control...

The interview was monday. I decided to visit my mother during the weekend and forgot my anti-depressants. Sunday comes, I get a bus at 22, arrive at the city where the interview would be held at 03 and stood there, chit chatting at the bus station with a local worker until the appointed time, at 10. I was tired, sleep deprived and highly anxious. I spoke so fast during the lesson that I presented it in 15 minutes. I feel that I was all over the place and did no logical connection between the topics. Very poor performance overall, as logical sequence of the lesson and time management were the main things being evaluated.

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