yeah were still friends but i don't hold a grudge against her although she lied to me. happy cake day.

just found this post hope she does agree to go out with you and it goes well. i'm also autistic and to an extent have been in a situation that is to an extent similar coz i fucked in it to an extent. the possible fuck up was that the friend i liked went to a different college than me and i went to a college i didn't want to which wasn't near the college of the friend i liked. what makes my situation annoying is i could of got with her if i went to the college i wanted to go to but my dad told me to go to "an appointment at the college i didn't want to go to enroll there" and i got enrolled there. and a couple weeks at the college i decided to get the friend i liked and a friend of ours a christmas present and when the day came and i got them their presents and get home our friend told me that she was speaking to someone else and i felt as if i was used. and i thought at somepoint of the week i'll give her present to a girl at the college i had a crush on. but i decided not to. and a month after giving her the presents ( forgot mention got her birthday is after christmas) i'm still friends with her but i believe i could never like her the way i did before because she lied to me a week or 2 before i got her the present. ( at the time i didn't know.) i only see her as just a friend but someone i have trouble having trust in. i sorta believe that she never even loved me the way i loved her. and she only found out coz i trusted someone with my crush on her as a secret. theres multiple pieces of evidence that believe show that she didn't love me but i won't discuss them. but anyway hope the outcome for the situation your in goes the way you want it to.