You're not well and you need to see a psychiatrist, I'm serious. The correct treatment could make a big difference and help you. The problem is that right now you don't realize you need help because you're delusional, sadly when you don't have a family that cares about you it happens often. If you stay like this you could put your life at risk or simply not be able to keep up a job anymore if it's not already the case.

It's up to you and only you are best informed to make this decision. If I had to give you an answer, I would say to forget about college and focus on making money now. Having good savings rather than a degree might be much more helpful for the economic transition when AGI will be created.