Moments later she would tell her close friend just offstage, "This is all so boring without drugs".

Maybe empty is not the perfect word, but I'd say it's pretty accurate given what we now know.

I'm talking about Asif Kapadia's 2015 documentary Amy.

Amy Winehouse's story is long and honestly pretty tragic, but essentially it was during one of the numerous periods she was forced to go to rehab and stop taking drugs that she won this award. Awarded to her by her literal childhood idol, she would go on to say to a friend just offstage, "This is all so boring without drugs".

Really, I see this moment as the point of no return for Amy. In this moment she had it all - fame, respect, a path to become a legend - and it still wasn't half as good as when she was high.

After watching the Amy documentary, and finding out how empty she felt inside during this exact moment, just makes it such a heartbreaking thing to see really.