i mean she was sober the whole time until we came to my place, its not like i killed her or something, she was fine the whole night. i couldent see because i was seeing everything times 3, i dont think she would follow me for such a long time without wanting to be with me. dont try and twist this to some creepy shit, all consensual, talked about that too

That might be right but im also kinda a victim here, she knew i was high on drugs, 100% and still slept with me, i mean jeez if i ever will is right

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I was going to take it alone anyways since my wife left and couldn't take it with me, sorry im fucking dumb. i didnt even know the dose i should take as well so it was kinda all over before it started.

plan was not to walk into a random bar and pick up the first person i see it was to feel the rush and have fun

It cant end like this man, ill be finished and alone in this world, all because i took some drug, i did even more than that, shit i would never even imagine doing..

ive messed up ill admit that, didnt cheat, and i would never go for someone whos not a cis women

im going to but the problem is we come from a muslim family, if she tells her family ill lose my own family. im going to tell her but also make an exit plan

i was not myself, i lost it fully man, it was just something that became out of the situation, im not even into trans women g

I would never think of doing something like that ever man, its a mistake

Yeah i also forgot to mention that i have to tell my wife but not sure how or if i ever will