Phil?

Thank you, I would pick up drinking again if this was how I would spend the rest of my life. It would be a shame to see my children walk across the stage, grabbing their diplomas, and to not truly be happy.

Pretty much, that is how I got myself in this situation, after all?

In the beginning, it was ecstatic. Then, over time, I began to experience a side of her that I had not seen before.

Something most people dont/won't see until they have spent considerably some time together romantically or intimately.

When we first started having intercourse, it lasted for hours. Something that astonished even myself. I would finish multiple times throughout the sessions we would have.

Pretty much around the first year together is when it started to change for the worse.

A bit before our first year together, I had to start taking Prozac. That is when I began to see more of her, the other side of her personality. After that is when more events and situations transpired.

Most definitely, I try my absolute best to keep positive thoughts and energy. I do not enjoy strife by any means, best put, sex to me, seems like a means to an end.

Thank you, I will have to make a strategic exit strategy. I have tried ending it like a civil person before, but that blew up in my face worse than any sane person would fathom.