it’s not weird at all imo. he has his reasons for not bringing me over and they make sense. i know the area he lives in and even the street just don’t know his house number.

i mean there’s not much left that i can do. i’ve contacted his friends, gone to his school, gone to his neighborhood, called the local jail to see if he was arrested. i haven’t gone to his house cuz i don’t know where he lives and i don’t have his family’s number

no? i didnt write that anywhere? we were walking around a like fancy park downtown and then went shopping and then to eat.

how do i do that? i would call his family but his mom doesn’t like me since she’s super super homophobic. plus ik it’s gonna sound strange but i’ve never been to his house actually. he is pretty poor and he’s told me that he doesn’t like showing that part of him to people too much. so i’ve never seen his house or been to it.

and also there is no way he’ll ever find out since all the friends that went out with us don’t know him or have his number or social media.

yes. this all happened on tuesday. he’s been missing since the beginning of january. that paired with the fact that he’s mentioned trying to get into a program makes me strongly believe this is the case.

he doesn’t know. hes been missing since the beginning of january just fyi but your point still stands ig

that and cheated on his own boyfriend and bragged to our friend about it… so just a bit more than him recording me, which lets be clear is enough to make someone a bad person

but if he never knows he never hurts? it’ll weigh on my conscious but it won’t hurt him. idk i’m really torn because i know that he’s kinda in a fragile place rn. and it’s cheesy but he’s told me that i’m his one good thing rn and i don’t want to take that away from him. i’m still conflicted about everything. i’m leaning towards telling him anyways but it’s a lot of thinking going on here

just clarifying even though it’s like the least important, i am a dude. i don’t know anything about all that revenge porn stuff. is there anyway i can force him to delete those videos?

i am super worried. ik it probably didn’t come off as that way but i truly am worried. but i also know that he has gone ghost before when he gets in trouble.

yeah he was the dream ideal guy until he did all that…if i had known that he was like that i would have never let that happen. i cringe at the fact i thought he was dreamy

seriously don’t understand where the skepticism comes from. it’s badly written sorry.

1. he’s gone ghost before for a week or so and usually it’s because he gets in trouble with his family or the police or people on the streets

2. i could tell he wasn’t drunk because he grabbed the bottle like twice the entire time we were out

this isn’t some fun writing prompt or anything this is a fuckup that i made that i feel terrible about.

this isn’t a fanfic it’s like actually happening to me right now😬

ik it’s probably the least important part of this comment but i just wanted to clarify i am a dude. anyways i totally agree. i’m not touching alcohol

see i kinda have to believe he’s gone to rehab because if he isn’t that means he’s probably in trouble yk wether with the police his fam or the streets idk

i have thought about not telling him but idk. i’m honestly gonna wait until i get to see him or hear from him to gage wether or not he can handle it. rn i’m leaning towards telling him

got it. i plan to. i’m going to tell my bf and whatever happens i have to live with. i can’t really blame anyone but myself

yeah… dunno why i fucked up so many words. kinda concerning as i’m an english major 😬

crow? but anyways yeah i am fucked up for doing that and honestly there’s no excuse