I do this too. Sometimes I tear the last page from the book. Similarly to the doctor, I don't like endings. 😁

I can't get into Audible because of ADHD. It's annoying to constantly rewind what's been said because you can't remember. Rereading the same sentence for the fifth time is more convenient. That being said, never tried the Audible versions, only free audiobooks on the internet. Also, I've found that ebooks on the phone are helping with "life being too fast". You can open the open, read a bit, and close it really fast. 🙂