Damn thank you for writing this. You just described me better than I could describe myself to anyone. I’m successful but damn am I exhausted dealing with everything fight or flight mode my entire life.

I describe the way I operate as being able to take care of everything I need to take I care of inside a burning building, executing with adrenaline, and knowing exactly when the building will be coming down to know exactly when I need to get out. Somehow I make it out every time but damn it’s exhausting.

For you my friend I give you good price

And to you for making yourself go and doing whatever it took to show up for yourself to get better. Not many people make it that way sadly