You sound like YOU are the problem. (No offense, hear me out.) You're used to losing, so you're not trying to win. Pick your battles, win some small shit and get some momentum going. Get some confidence, and convince yourself that effort pays off. Go get it.
JasonsBoredAgain t1_j3k3zv8 wrote
Reply to [TEXT] Since my childhood I fail almost at everything. I spent so many nights with anger shame or sadness. But if I try again it’s because deep in my heart something tells me that one day I’m going to succeed by Sea-Data-1386
You sound like YOU are the problem. (No offense, hear me out.) You're used to losing, so you're not trying to win. Pick your battles, win some small shit and get some momentum going. Get some confidence, and convince yourself that effort pays off. Go get it.