DwarfNBoots

DwarfNBoots t1_it8jvss wrote

Okay, a couple things:

  1. You're right to listen to your body, it's obvious this trip brought up a lot for you and was traumatic. Make sure you wait 4-6 months after this trip before you trip again and I would encourage you to maybe try another LSD if you're seeking longer effects and a larger chance of a good trip (because of the chemicals that respond to LSD).

  2. Your shrooms have been laced. There is no reason unless you are tripping multiple times a week that that dosage should have caused you to black out on your own. Psychedelics always run the risk of increasing psychosis, however given you've done them (specifically this type of psychedelic) multiple times before in higher concentration. People are actually dumb if they think this is a normal experience or an experience that is to be expected. DO NOT RETURN TO THAT DEALER.

  3. Don't blame yourself. You were in a psychotic episode, but you had genuine concerns for her life, and when doing drugs it's so much better to me the guy who makes people throw up to be safe than risk someone ODing.

  4. The people who think "common sense" is being a shitty person who judges others for how they approach their health and tripping. Ya, actually that's just you're shitty little opinion and maybe don't act like you can be on your high horse, you're on the internet. You don't know the whole story and you never will.

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