As others have said, the guy who spread the rumour isn't a real friend.
Honestly though, you're only 19 years old. Everyone does dumb shit at that age, TBH most people have probably done something way dumber than this. It's part of growing up and learning from these fuckups is what makes you a better man in the end. Don't beat yourself up too much.
Cmgduk t1_iufngie wrote
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As others have said, the guy who spread the rumour isn't a real friend.
Honestly though, you're only 19 years old. Everyone does dumb shit at that age, TBH most people have probably done something way dumber than this. It's part of growing up and learning from these fuckups is what makes you a better man in the end. Don't beat yourself up too much.