I…guess?

I can totally relate to that spiraling into the NSFW thoughts :D you just backed yourself into a corner. I usually feel suffocated because I fight it back. It took me a while but once you just let those tears flow and ugly cry you’ll realize how liberating that can be.

Well, you were looking up NSFW material during your grandmas funeral.

You should’ve just cried. I don’t get the whole “pushing to not let that happen” thing anymore. Just cry sometimes, it feels good and it’s a necessary relief valve for your emotions. You know, like being horny just for other things.