“Could I be so out of touch??? No… it’s the children.”

I’ve done a little digging through his older posts in the archives out of curiosity, he claims to remember his birth and lying in the baby ward. He’s been through some very traumatic events throughout his life based on his claims, I just hope he gets the help he needs as his primary coping mechanism seems to be posting his problems to Internet forums.

Prophet Mattman spoke it into existence

He told me he liked the idea that someone, somewhere could be readings his diary-like ramblings, said that you can’t just plop a diary in someone’s lap. He seemed to get some validation from the posts being public. I tried to push him on whether he had any sort of motivation for having more people read his posts—and he kind of suggested it was possible—but shut his account down shortly after.

I think this combined with the number of subs he moderates (seems to be grabbing up available sub names that could blow up one day) and the frequency of his posts indicate someone desperately needing to be heard. The details of his personal life he was posting were wildly outlandish and taboo, I can’t help but think he’s largely slipped by with a number of unresolved and untreated problems and no apparent support system. Stress from his job (if he’s even being truthful about that) really seems to have broken him.