You’re probably the most helpful person here thank you. It’s gotten a little better in terms of inviting but wish it would happen more but there also hasn’t been too many opportunities for her to invite me since we talked

I guess the concern is something happening that leads to getting hurt since that’s something that’s happened to me in previous relationships. She will usually go out with some of her girl friends or to random house parties but hasn’t always been very inviting of having me there which is something we’ve had arguments about and she’s agreed to work on. And I do trust her I guess I just have that thought in the back of my mind that what if something happens and also questioning how she acts when she’s drinking and I’m not there