I’ve started simply locking my bedroom door before I browse my phone at night, it doesn’t come in but sometimes it comes up to the door and then the footsteps stop, and I don’t hear them recede.

Thank you.. Unfortunately I don’t own a gun nor is it legal to own one where I live, but I’ve been looking around online to find painless methods to… get rid of it… even though it’s not my Annie, it still looks like her.

It’s eating me up inside but I suppose whatever is roaming around my apartment now is a constant reminder of my mistake.

With every second passing I wish I hadn’t but I had no choice, she just wouldn’t move.

I haven’t slept yet… but my lights have been on for the past four days because I’m terrified of what might happen if I turn them off. Unfortunately there’s no church here since I live on the outskirts of a small town… but I’m trying to find a new place to stay that’s far from here.