Thank for the context and information, you are a very empathetic person with a big heart, to be able to witness that, when you knew the outcome, yet you still did your duty to that poor young person. Im 30 now but couple years ago I had to watch my grandad die at his home, and yeah his last breath was rather peaceful and he also had morphine, but his was pancreatic cancer. He lived to a good age and I don't feel sad about it so much now, but thats nothing compared to that poor boy who deteriorated at a young age, Im glad he didn't suffer.

I wonder why people don't do that for assisted death, or death penalty, (sorry I read another post earlier) but slipping into a coma and just lots of morphine whilst dehydration sets in

Thank you for replying and I hope you were able to maintain a firm grip on your own mental health during your working hours, and have good coping mechanisms.

It takes a strong individual to do, what you do.