Hey, I had a similar experience except mine sounded a bit more like Nick's World. Mine includes getting tackled naked by six cops, but thankfully it wasn't so public lol Glad you're okay. I saw people I know and spoke in metaphors that sounded completely asinine to anyone sober before breaking a mirror and saying I was going to cut my dick off after jonesing for sex and control all night. Nowadays, I play it pretty chill, and am focused on actually controlling my life, and more importantly myself. I love this ego, and want to retain it, but I'm learning and getting stronger. Ive always been an empath, whatever that means, so the real goal is to stay grounded for this lofty mind. Figure out what you most from life, and you can start taking the steps to get there.