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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6b02ec wrote

Reply to comment by Splyce123 in TIFU by writing off radiation exposure as psychosis by sugarandvelvet

Yeah, this retelling is an abridged, probably more emotive than scientific, explanation what was going through my head at the time.

I've been drunk/ high before and this didnt feel like either of those things.

I know it sounds unbelievable, it sucks having cocktails with girlfriends how intensely my bad dating stories trump theirs

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Splyce123 t1_j6b1581 wrote

But it's not actual factual? You do know a mystery van didn't actually irradiate you using some kind of x-ray beam machine? Because if you do, you really do need some professional help.

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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6b2hfb wrote

yeah no I absolutely believe it did. I have recieved professional help, including a heavy dose of antipsychotics for three months, hasn't changed my internal stance on this matter whatsoever.

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Splyce123 t1_j6b2wvn wrote

Please, go back and seek more help. You didn't get irradiated by a van. You're ill.

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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6b4fjy wrote

thats hilarious and I can absolutely appreciate how it would read that way. altered the title to suit as well.

but seriously even if this appears unbelievable I figure if the right person comes across this post to give me some actually solid advice it will be worth it. :)

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Splyce123 t1_j6b4jsq wrote

Yes, the solid advice is go and get more professional help. I actually worked in radiation protection for a few years. You were not irradiated by a mysterious gang in a van. You were not targeted. You need help.

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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6b711i wrote

ok, I appreciate the insight thankyou. even if it wasnt ionizing radiation, there was absolutely the van, and my perceptual awareness got incredibly fucked up, fuzzy and distorted without ingesting any substances that I am aware of . It may have been an electric current or similar, I genuinely dont know. This is part of posting this here, if people who are actually familiar with that sort of tech may help to place parameters on what I experienced.

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Splyce123 t1_j6cak2u wrote

You weren't exposed to anything behind a psychotic break in your mind. The brain can do very odd things to a person, and you've experienced it first hand. Accept this and seek help.

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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6cg06a wrote

active denial system can do very odd things to a person too. brain is the seat of consciousness, no doubt. but sir, if you still eat krispy kreme or work in a cubicle, kindly hop off my dick in regards to touching grass

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KreateOne t1_j6beurg wrote

Maybe it was just the van you’re buying crystal meth out of?

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sugarandvelvet OP t1_j6bhaqe wrote

I am a pretty asf young lady, if I wanted meth I would be throwing it back in a trap den, not going near some dodge alleyway tyvm.

but seriously I work 40+ hours a week doing agri work with stringent employer requirements, if I wanted to get high on one of the most lethal and stigmatised substances out there I probs wouldnt be getting promoted at this job or joking about drug use publicly.

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KreateOne t1_j6bhhcd wrote

Based off this post it’s entirely possible that your beauty and job are also delusions formed from meth psychosis.

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