I appreciate your comment but I kinda disagree with you. But not 100% sure maybe you r right ahah

Like I see myself as realistic person. I don’t think that she might started dating someone bc she’d found someone better, I assume that it is possible bc hardmode version relationship on distance when you don’t see each other in person for 3 or 6 months slowly killing feelings and bindings. And when I write that she’s a 10 and it counts I mean that life is life and when everyday fcking shittone of different guys craving for her attention, chances that one could get lucky grows from week to week, from month to month.

As for my self esteem, I don’t feel myself inferior, I wouldn’t call myself 10 either but a solid 8 easily. But for guys it’s ok to be less attractive then your gf as long as you have some personality.

Ofc as many of us without narcissistic disorder I tend to question my “coolness” in my own eyes but I don’t think that it’s time to worry about self esteem. Buuut, maybe you are right and if I accomplish smthing I believe is great I would become less worrying person

P.S. Thank you for complimenting my English