So suck it tf up and lie. Tell her you aren’t looking for anything serious and that’s why you texted her on Christmas. Tell her you were worried she would think you were a creep if you said you just wanted to hook up though.

No one wants to look like they’re looking for commitment and no one is willing to be up front with their intentions. Is it silly? Yes, but it’s just how people want to be seen as. Idk.

But get laid, satisfy her and maybe she’ll change her mind. You never know if you don’t try. Straight women are weird like that.