you did not win anything. your mother was trying to help you and you basically told her to f off. go and apologise to her and tell her that you need to go and see a doctor. if she doesn’t want to take you, go by yourself because you do really need help.

also i have a feeling that you were way harsher with your words than you have suggested. if you told her in a proper manner she would not be staring into space. what exactly did you tell her?