Viewing a single comment thread. View all comments

technicolored_dreams t1_iy513tm wrote

OP, are you seeing anyone for your mental health?

21

marswarrior462 OP t1_iy520hl wrote

I did see a counseler and we’ve been working on ways to make sure that I never make mistakes like that again. To be fair, I’ve had a pretty rough year and I do have anger issues from time to time, but that fuck up with the knife was a waking call for me to work on improving my emotional and mental well-being to prevent shit like this from ever happening again. I wasn’t suicidal, I just had a pretty short explosive fuse and it has led to previous fuck ups I regret. Now I’m cautious about even giving into my anger and I dread getting super pissed because that’s when I become the most reckless

8

technicolored_dreams t1_iy547fv wrote

I'm glad to hear you are talking to someone and working on yourself. Keep it up! You are worth it!

5

marswarrior462 OP t1_iy54puh wrote

Thank you for your support. Hopefully my injury heals up sooner rather than later but the progress is frustratingly slow and I’m seriously afraid I’ll eventually end up with a permanent scar, even if the damage is otherwise fully healed funcionally

3