You did absolutely nothing wrong. Always feel free to open up to your counseling. Your parents, sorry to say, do not know Didley Squat about parenting. Keep working to better yourself through hard work and schooling if you can afford it and you will rise above. Then remember your life lessons to hopefully break the chain and have a brighter future for you and your family should you have one in the future. Good luck and trust me things WILL get better for you if you want them to.