This reads like a sad fantasy.

Congrats on the creative writing class, but it's still schlock.

Wow this is romance novel level stuff...

When's the rest of the book come out?

I'll take that as a compliment?

I don't teach language classes, and I assumed my spelling or syntax is not even close to being part of a creative writing class.

And if it sounds like fantasy, maybe I can lie my ass off if someone confronts me

Where the main person is the student? Because this is a nightmare for me.

I will not lose my job, but I'll probably get pushed out of it, if it gets out. Small community, and everyone knows everyone's business

As a maths and science teacher, in a language that is not English, I'm taking these comments as a compliment.

I spent a long time writing it, as I didn't want people to attack me, but also understand that I actually know I fucked up and I'm remorseful.

The sheer size of him? He’s 175 lbs… he’s a damn rail at 6’4”.

Be so for real

You're either an idiot for going alone with a student to a concert and having him stay at a class, or someone who was sexually assaulted and borderline raped and then decided they enjoy it. The students behavior is beyond disturbing.

I might be wrong here. We use kg and I just assumed. Maybe he's closer to 190? Idk. I'm around 130 lbs, and compared to me, and him being 17, I think he's huge

I was a young teacher once and teenagers crush on adult figures who are nice to them all the time. You really should know better.

No parents put their children in a teacher’s care thinking it is ok for the teacher to sleep with their children. It doesn’t matter if it’s legal in your country. There is a power imbalance and it is not ok

Oh I know I'm an idiot.

He never did anything before this that I can classify as too far. I think the only contact was maybe the last school day when they all gave me a hug?

But I did see him outside of work, but just in passing if I was hanging out with his mother. And I would never had said yes if it was his suggestion, but I trusted the mom, and kinda assumed I was hanging out with something similar to a little brother

Nice fanfic, bro.

Do you have any trauma over this? You should talk to someone if this story is true.

I totally agree and take full accountability for what I did. I know I could have done a lot more to stop him.

I never thought about him this way before, even during I was like what?? But I also think when you see students every day, it's a whole different thing. I haven't seen him in 8 months, and I unfortunately didn't really think about him as a student anymore

I don't think so?

It's more of a slight panic whenever something reminds me about it. But nowhere near a panic attack. Closer to the reaction when you remember the most embarrassing thing you've ever done

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Idk, this sounds a little rapey to me. You pushed him off you continuously and tried to literally run away, but he kept grabbing you and forcing himself on you? Everyone is saying it reads like a romance novel, but I don't see you really even enjoying it, just making it through. You feel shame as if you made the decision to fuck him, but it seems like he made that decision for the both of you.

I guess it comes down to your own feelings about the situation, but if anyone was in the wrong it seems it's the kid who borderline assaulted you. I get feeling kinda silly, but don't be so hard on yourself. If you saw it as consensual then that's all it is. Consensual sex between adults, which is okay.