I was bullied for the entirety of my pre-high school life by the entire class for no other reason than being a relatively easy target.

The only thing you can do is take it in stride and at least act like you don't care. Bullying will never be rooted out completely unfortunately, kids are kids with undeveloped brains, some people never grow up either.

I used to have suicidal thoughts back then too but it didn't take impressive mental gymnastics to figure out that aside from constant excruciating pain, nothing is worth the burden and emotional damage you inflict on the people who care about you for life.

I certainly know it isn't easy but once you get over it you will be stronger and socially smarter for it, trust me. In a nutshell, never become a complete doormat, people will walk over you for the rest of your life.

P.S. approximately 79% of men are growers instead of showers, could use that as a small quip if confronted about it.