thanks but I'm not an alcoholic just a dumbass that wanted to drink like i don't know... every young people? like i knew that all of them weren't my friend but i just wanted to enjoy a party you know? did i really played a stupid game? for what? wanting to enjoy myself? didn't i just got unlucky?

i don't know maybe i was dumb and you're right i've always had what i consider now a bad habit that is being optimistic about people,that bullying was just because kids are dumb but i was wrong

today i fucked up! :(