I used to love these cold rainy days, but this year they’ve been wrecking havoc on what little balance my brain chemicals have. I went through some stuff last year and really haven’t found a way to move on. The social net I fell back on during that time has started to develop holes - leaving me wondering why I stick around town instead of heading home to old friends on days like this. Guess you know it’s bad when your dad tells you to go find a church (though I haven’t picked up any self destructive behaviors).

Warmer weather in spring will be appreciated - more vitamin D and being able to get to the mountains for some hiking will do me well I think.