Love and compatibility are two different things. You two clearly are not compatible because if you were, you would be more peaceful. If you find tho that you are angry at everyone, maybe you just have anger issues that need to be resolved. But seriously, you two need to to just be apart.

Edit to add, you really need to get help for your drug use. What have you done about that? If you really want to see change in your life, that is a great place to statt