I know it’s just a superstition but I can’t help but feel like I’m going against my Chinese culture by doing this, but I know that I’m not just Chinese and I’ll have to find some kind of compromise within myself. I’ve tried to have her understand but I can’t see this getting to her. My dad isn’t perfect either but at least this will make him happy as my brother doesn’t want to go.

My mom and relatives rarely wear white tho, i can’t remember the last time they did, I remember everyone making a fuss when I wore a white headband with a white flower on my head a couple years ago. Thank you for your comment tho!