I had completely forgot about the situation

NO, you didnt

Seems that you love the drama. Like you cant get enough of the disrespect and the lies. You just keep going back for more.

The cycle will continue with your child unfortunately.

The only person you should be angry at is yourself. He has shown his true colors for 5 years. YOU keep making the choice to stay with him, get back with him, believe him, trust him etc. WTF up. Stop blaming your situation on him. This is all your choice. However you child has no choice and this is what you are teaching them.