Yeah I lost a dear friend of mine 12 years ago. He was the kindest person I’ve ever met with a silly sense of humour that could brighten even the darkest times. Now I can never be as good as him in every aspect as I also have to be myself and do the things that make me me. However he changed me as a person both in life and death, and now I find people often saying that I’m the one that’s kind with silly sense of humour. And that feeling of knowing that to some I’m that kind of friend that he used to be for me, I must admit that has helped me getting over that loss.