I intend to commit myself more than ever after everyone's encouragement. I always believed a modern approach to the bible's teachings was the way forward— my mistake, for clearly it's set me up for failure. I intend to fortify myself against any further visitations, although what weapons I have that will prove strong considering the little effect of the Holy Water I am unsure. Perhaps it's as you say, and as I've always personally believed, until this event: prayer is the strongest guard against evil.