Well done for resisting and staying clean. I grew up in a house of addicts which was enough to put me of drugs. Us kids should have been removed many times but we weren't, I moved out when I was 16. Two of us have lead lives avoiding drugs, one of us has followed in the parents footsteps but after a stint in jail he's now moved states and is working hard and staying clean. I'm proud of you for seeing your worth and allowing yourself to seek more for your life, I hope Brawn's next visit is less painful x