Love u man. Been through hell my self. Ran over by forklift. Compartment syndrome and crush syndrome. 16 surgeries. I had 2 kids at the time with my girl 7 mo preg... at the time of the accident I was 2 years clean and sober off opiates I had gone cold turkey off 200mg daily methadone 2 years prior to accident. Went through all this with almost no pain meds.. our bodies and minds are insane.