You see, this is what must happen for you to release a song. First, you live 33 years. Then you meet the world's most beautiful woman in Estonia. Then... She leaves you.

At night and at last, you write down all your angst and face every morning ever so naked with lust. Forever wondering why the towers of Tartu faced each other that night. Indifferent to us, no warnings given over all the red on the emajõgi. Now you miss her face, the way she gets stressed and the way she says the word shopping.

But far away, the city still existed.

Baby, you got sound?

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HELI - A Relationship of Bedrooms

This is the first song I ever finished and released. I decided to tackle two dreams at once and directed a music video for it. The music may not be everyone's taste but the video is super cool!

Music Video
Spotify
Apple Music

I don't really know what's the genre but a random person said it is "slightly schizophrenic psych rock meets alt-R&B style opera". I just thought it was indie rock all along. I had no idea people would somehow think this is 'edgy' in any way as in my head I'm creating a very bland type of music. I think I would call it Alternative Pop.

It's kind of a crazy feeling to accomplish two dreams and then... nothing changes. It's just the beginning. Just the very very beginning...

PS: HELI is "sound" in Estonian.