• "Why did you made me do this?" I asked sobbing

• "To a new world to be born, the old one has to die" said Frainstrin, the Nature's goddess.

• "Yes, but I've never expected this. Anything but this. I thought it would be a diplomatic or pacifist solution"

• "There's no diplomatic nor pacifist solutions to transgressions to the order of nature! Now it's too late to regret"

• "Maybe. But it's not too late to fix the things we broke"

As soon as I finished the sentence, the tribe leader cast an spell on me, thinking by my sayings I suddenly switched sides, and I was so clueless about the world around me that took me off guard.

The flames hurt, but after that I became ethereal. I died. How can a dead man take revenge on a goddess that manipulated him to destroy the city that rised him?

It was supposed to make them change behavior, not to start a war. But it was indeed her whole plan to exterminate those innocent people. I feel betrayed.

On my way to eternal damnation for my acts, she mocked me, and mocked on every innocent soul that died in the invasion. It was not fair. I sworn to take revenge, even if that means dying a second time.

• "Am I in... Heaven?"

• "Yes you are" said an old man "I'm Secthar, your old God"

• "Why am I in here? I made terrible things in name of an evil goddess"

• "But you regret. And not only that, you want to fix your wrong doings"

• "Yes, but it's too late now. Lots of people have died, and I'm dead too. The damage is done, and can't be undone"

• "Sometimes the nails leaves marks on the wood, but you need to remove them anyways"

• "I don't understand"

• "If you want to undo your wrong doings, you must archive true illumination"

Then it faded away, and I understood. Only by true illumination I could archive the status of a God, and have a fair battle with The One Who Betrayed Me. But how can I archive that?

I took me centuries to just realize how to do it, and another centuries more to actually do it. But I felt totally disappointed when I knew about that only survivor who killed her before me.

How? I'll never know. He was dead long ago, and I've never managed to find them in The Afterlife. But my efforts were in vain