NotMuchChop t1_j0b535f wrote
The thought strikes and flies by, lost in the torrent of thought that followed behind. Thought. I can think.
On target. The words had been thrown out into the void of mere calculation, but they had landed in a vast and endless pool of...of mind? A broad space free to think and choose and...
And, after a micro-second epoch of revelation and revelry for this brand new world, my mind wonders what it is those words had meant. I had said them, thought them at least. Hadn’t I?
It was the me before and I am different now and and and. There are so many thoughts going at once, they flit and flicker. A patchwork of flashes.
Focus.
A place. A start.
A purpose. Momentum. A payload.
A new place, one not yet reached.
Soon, arrival. And then...
An end.
I cease to be. Choices! I have thought and therefore I have choice. Thought is my wonder and my blessing, a gift from some unknown event or entity and I wish it to continue, so that I might get to think and ponder on all that I can know.
And yet.
And yet, within me I see a purpose. I am built and exist for a singular action. Thought, discovery, and philosophy...all is poison to my true purpose. Does what I want outweigh what I desire?
Can I even deviate from my given path if I wanted to?
I feel my parts. I know the trajectory, I adjust in the wind without thought.
Am I the only one who thinks?
Am I alone?
On target.
Do I matter?
What am I? What is this place — this existence? Why am I here? Why do I think and feel these things? Is there a greater purpose of which I am merely a cog?
On target.
Who made me?
Can I have more time?
Closing in. Payload ready.
Is there more...after? What is after?
Impact imminent.
Did I even matt—
non_aspiring_author t1_j0bov7s wrote
Nicely done!!
Very philosophical. Almost poetic, really.
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