john-wooding t1_j26bj5d wrote
For the sixth year in a row, nothing happened. He held each egg carefully, feeling the smooth, hard shape of it, the warmth of the fires inside, but nothing else. No call came through to him, no wordless cry of welcome and friendship. For the sixth year in a row, they refused to acknowledge him.
He could feel the tightness in his throat, tears pricking at the edge of his eyes. This time, he wouldn't cry. This time, he'd walk out of here calmly, as though he didn't care, as though it wasn't the one thing he dreamt of every night.
A small mercy - fewer watchers than normal were in the high gallery, staring down in pity or contempt. His sister, of course, four years younger but already accompanied everywhere by a dragon of her own. His father - he knew without looking up - fixing him with a heavy stare that showed the disappointment he'd never spoken. A few servants, but otherwise no one else. No one wanted to watch his repeated shame, and no one believed that this year would be different. Fists clenched by his sides, he spun round and walked back out of the hatchery.
His mother was waiting in the long tunnel, arms outstretched to comfort, to witter empty assurances and comforts that never came true. He brushed past her, moving too fast to be calm but holding onto the illusion of it with everything he had. He could feel his breathing grow ragged, the tears starting to spill as he rounded the corner. Finally, he was out, free, alone, and all semblance of control was lost as he left his failures behind and plunged deeper into the caves.
For years now, this had been his refuge. When the weight of his father's disapproval was too much to bear, or when watching his sister's affection for her dragon filled him with so much jealous rage he worried it would burst out, he came here. A small side-tunnel, superseded by some other, larger route and long-since abandoned. No one except him ever came down here anymore, and no one except him knew of the little room half-way down, furnished simply over many visits.
Here, he could sit by his own firepit and forget the rest of them. By now they'd be drinking, celebrating each new pairing. There'd be a row of grinning children round the fire, each one holding their precious egg in a leather sling, eyes shining with dreams and hopes and joys that he'd never, ever get to have. Old men would be telling stories of their own pairings, the first brush of their bonded dragons' minds, the thrill of helping a scaled head breach the rocky shell, the wild joys of shared flight and fellowship.
Once, he'd sat with them, desperate to hear of the life he thought he'd live. He'd known - with the faith and ignorance of a child - that one day he'd have his own egg, even tell his own stories. For the last few years though, he'd stayed away, dulling the pain by avoiding reminders of it. His dreams, his hopes, were ashes now, not a comfort.
He'd hoped for a dragon, for an egg to wake to him. His father had hoped too, had assumed that a chief's son would - of course - wake a strong wyrm early, be a worthy successor. They both knew now that that would never happen. Unlike his father though, he had a back-up plan.
After the children had been led away to sleep, smiling curled round their eggs or their hopes for ones, the old men would still be there, drinking and telling stories. Stories of heroes, naturally - dragon riders who had done noble deeds, rescued damsels and saved kingdoms. Story after story of chosen ones with bonded dragons saving the day; a thousand names but the same basic narrative.
One thing was different every story though: the villain. Every hero overcame something, some monstrous, twisted adversary, but every story featured a different one. This handsome forgettable hero slew a ravenous giant, that bland warrior battled a witch with hair of living flame. And one hero - Dwarin, the only one whose name he'd bothered to remember - battled the Leech Master.
Not all the stories were true, of course - uncle Hrangr was a fat drunk with a fatter dragon, and the idea that they'd chased down and defeated a gigantic iron-winged hawk was laughable - but the tale of the Leech Master had a ring to it, sounded more plausible than many others. It was all the details, he thought - not 'long ago' but 'when your grandfather was young', not 'in a land far off', but 'in these very caverns'. And unlike the non-specific violence or witchery of most villains, the tale-tellers were always very clear on what the Leech Master had done.
He'd been a foreigner, a man from lands far to the West where dragons were all wild and there were no bondings. He'd come to trade, to talk, to learn about the tribe and how they lived. No eggs had woken to him, but he was a strange man of foreign secrets, and he took one anyway.
Like a thief, betraying all notions of guest rights and responsibilities, he had snuck down to the hatchery and stolen an egg away, fleeing deeper into the caverns and the trackless tunnels of the depths. At first they had hunted for him, set guards at every intersection in case he should sneak back for food, but the months passed and all assumed him dead in the dark, the egg lost with him.
And then he had returned. Not with an egg, and not bonded with a dragon. Beside him came a warped creature, a sinuous mockery of what a dragon should be, a beast of spite and shadow, not courage and flame. In the depths below, he had tainted the egg, warped and corrupted the hatchling so that what emerged was not a bonded drake but a an enslaved monstrosity. A beast taken, not given.
The story went on, of course. Told of the Leech Master's crimes, the lives he took and how they strengthened his monster. Told of Dwarin's brave, doomed assault on him, of the way the noble rider distracted him while the cave about him was undermined and collapsed. Told of how he died with his beast in darkness, sent back to shadows that had birthed them. An ignoble end, but not the important part.
For the boy, the important part was just one truth: dragons could be taken. Eggs could be made to wake, rather than waking in their own time, to their chosen people. He had dreamed, once, of fellowship; that had been denied him. He had dreamed of respect, of being seen as a man by his tribe, not dismissed as an almost cripple. That too, had been denied him.
Like the Leech Master, he would take what was not given. A small recompense - a single, stolen egg - for all that he had been promised, and denied. If the dragons would not show him fellowship, then he would not show it for them. He would be the master he deserved to be.
john-wooding t1_j26inh6 wrote
It was easy to steal the egg - the hatchery was only guarded when strangers visited, and that would not be until summer. All he had to do was walk in once everyone was abed, sleeping off a successful pairing day. It was the work of moments to grab one, slot it into the leather sling, and tiptoe back to his secluded cave room. With his prize secured, the only remaining task - admittedly a difficult one - was to work out how to force the connection.
His egg was a pale grey, smooth-shelled and medium sized. Like the other eggs paired that day, it was fully mature, waiting only for the right rider to pair with. He had already touched it once, when it had refused to acknowledge him. Now, he would ensure it did.
The stories of the Leech Master were hazy in one particular: how he took control of his egg. Down in the caverns, where no prying eyes could see, he'd done something to the egg. Different storytellers hinted at different things - forbidden rituals, blood magic, even demonic pacts - but no one knew. The boy, however, had a theory.
The bonding process was known to every member of the tribe. Someone - anyone except him - touched an egg, and felt a mind reaching towards it, silent communication that only they could here. When someone touched an egg, the dragon inside you feel them, taste their soul through the physical link and - if they chose - wake to them.
Contact had to be part of it. Shirtless, he clutched the egg to him, making as much skin-to-shell contact as he could. As before, the dragon's mind refused to come and meet him. This time though, he had longer, could touch the egg as much as he wished, could send his mind in search of the dragon rather than the other way around.
If the dragon's mind could reach through the shell and find his, then it stood to reason that he could do the same. The bonded spoke of that first contact, but also the easy telepathy that followed it, sharing thoughts and emotions with their fellow. And so he closed his eyes, clutched the egg ever tighter, and focused his thoughts on the being inside.
He thought at it, pushing his thoughts towards the egg, demanding the acknowledgement it denied him. At first, there was nothing, just his own mind and a fiercely-held idea. But then, at the edge of his own thoughts, a presence. A bundle of ideas and impressions that were not his, a separate mind that he could reach with his own.
For the first time in months, the painful twist of emotions inside him eased. All those years of dreaming, of disappointment, and now - finally - he could feel the dragon's mind connected to his. In mere moments, he would have his pairing, and be able to return back to the tribe, his small transgression forgiven in the joy that at last, at last, he had found a bond.
Something still was wrong. His mood dropped in an instant, the beginnings of joy replaced with an aching emptiness. Instead of the warmth, the fellowship, the immediate glow of new friendship and unshakeable trust, the tight knot of dragon-thoughts refused to open to him.
There was communication, now, but not what he had wished for. Rejection, denial, defiance all pushed back through the link to him. Despite his efforts, his willingness, what he deserved, the woken dragon still refused to bond.
He pushed his thoughts again, shifting from wishing acknowledgement to demanding obedience. He would not be ignored, not rejected again when he'd come so close. The dragon would admit him, would submit to him, would form the link that he was owed! Thought after thought crowded in, beating against the dragon's refusal, pushing every aspect of his will into it.
There was an easing of tension, as though something had snapped, no longer bearing against the strain. His thoughts flowed more easily now, pushing obedience and ownership and domination into the receptive mind. The waves of coldness and rejection had stopped, the dragon finally accepting his bond.
There was still no warmth though, no fellowship. Instead, the bundle of thoughts and dreams that had been the infant dragon was now still and dull, a mind filled only with the thoughts that he had placed there. Obedience, subservience, submission. A bond forced, not willingly given. Not the bond he had wanted, but the one he had forged.
In his lap, the egg shook as the creature began to stir.
thoughtsthoughtof t1_j28e5gw wrote
Are u done or maybe continuing?
VibesInTheSubstrate t1_j2a83iw wrote
Tremendous! I loved this!
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