"Hmmm that's a good question. And to someone like me hardly a simple question to answer.

Ever since i can remember i have never felt any interest in anything. I have never managed to care about anyone either, some thlught it was because of how i was raised, but i know this is just who i am. I have never seen that sparkle in life that others seem to have when they accomplish great things either, and to be totally honest, that spark always looked shallow to me. Nothing but a chemical reaction of molecules trying to make your brain happy.

I have never craved for anyone like the others either. There has never been any goal that i have been trying to reach. All i have done is follow the path that was in front of me. Without ever moving from it as there is no point in doing so. To me life is much different compared to other peoples, i dont eat for pleasure, i don't go out to have fun, none of that.

Because to me food is just nutrients. To me Entertainment is pointless. To me toilet, shower and sleep are just maintenance. And everything outside of that is nothing but useless noise. All i do is live.

After 19 years, i can easily say that there is nothing that i want to do with my life professor. No school i want to go to. No job i want to act. No one i dream to love or cherish. No goals i wish to reach. No understanding i covet to grasp. None... Nothing.

Life has never given me any craving...

Yes... Yes indeed...

It has not.

It has never done so.

It could never do so.

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... So then...

... Perhaps the answer to that lies beyond.

... Perhaps... in a plain of existence above life."