I got you, is anyone else concerned that once people find you to be trusting, they will take advantage or plot your demise? How many times should one get raked over the coals before they are at least cautiously skeptical or, to a further degree, absolutely trusting of no one? Like if I kept getting bit by snakes, at some point isn't it my fault for turning stones in the first place? What did I expect to happen if it has happened so many times before? I'm not wanting to argue, I ask because trust is a true struggle for me.